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Always remember:

Be brave! Take a step out of your comfort zone. Do something you wouldn't have thought possible a year ago. There is so much to gain.
Forgive yourself. In the past, you've forgiven people who deserved it less than you do right now. You are human, you make mistakes and you take wrong turns. You can't hold your errors and faults against yourself forever. Forgiveness is key.

Try to believe that every mistake and every wrong choice you make helps you get to where you're supposed to be. That maybe friends drift apart for a reason, that a failed relationship is a well-hidden lesson. Sometimes it's hard to find a point in things that hurt you. But there always is one, no matter how long it takes you to understand.

Take your time to heal. Letting go and moving on is not a race. It's not a competition or a contest on who cares less. Move at your own pace.
Don't let the fear of change, the fear of trying new things, stop you. Ever. In the end we only regret what we didn't do.

Trust your gut. As stupid as it sounds, listen to your heart. If you have a bad feeling about a situation, voice it. Act on it. You’ve been through enough to trust in the way you feel about something or someone.
If someone leads you on, if they make you feel like you’re not worth their time, but draw you in again once they notice you distancing yourself, cut them out of your life. You deserve so much better than someone who treats you like a person that’s easily replaced.

Don’t sell yourself short. Don’t hide your light under a bushel. You’re here, you’re loved and you matter.
It’s never too late for a new dream. It’s never too late to discover something that makes your heart beat faster and gives you purpose. If you find it, hold on to it.

Happy New Year! I wish all of you good luck and a great year 2019.
Be yourself! Do what you love! And stay strong! I believe in you!

Rainbow divider 2 by D-g-A
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The day of Christmas Eve....what a nice time to spend in the hospital.

The whole morning it was rainy today.
And I swear the stairs down to the inner courtyard of my home are out for murder, I slipped on the first step and fell down the stairs.
Great...!
I got hurt on the wrist of my right hand really badly, and now I won't be able to use it for the next two weeks at last.

A few hours ago I was released from the hospital so that I can spend the holidays at home.
My arm hurts, my hip hurts, everything hurts. Especally my head...I got one hell of a concussion.
(can't stay long on my computer for a few days)

But now to the artsy problem...
Since I'm right-handed I won't be able to get my current commissions done any time soon. If anyone who commissioned me wants to cancel their commission, that's alright, I can understand.
If not and you guys are patient and kind enough to wait until I can get back to drawing, I would be increadibly grateful.


Just shoot me a note and let me know, thanks.
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If I were to disappear, what would happen to me? No one would even notice I'm gone.
I have nobody in my life besides my dad and my girlfriend. But both wouldn't notice if I'd just go and not come back...

My dad comes home from work and goes right upstairs in the living room to watch tv, he doesn't say hello,
he doesn't check on me if I'm still alive. He knows that I'm suicidal... he knows I have depression.

My girlfriend rarely visits me, she sometimes doesn't even text me for days. She almost never calls me unless I call first.
She doesn't check on me if I'm still alive. She knows that I'm suicidal... she knows I have depression.

My dad rarely talks to me, he loves making jokes...
My girlfriend watches me cry, she loves to stay silent...

If I were to disappear, what would happen to me? No one would even notice I'm gone.


I would die alone . . .


memo note: I'm depressed by anineko

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Halloween Raffle 2018 [closed] by anineko
Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko Winners: Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko
1st place - #3 Samansu
2nd place #44 Yuseichan 

chosen with www.random.org/

(I had to choose a new 2nd place due to no response. Tomorrow is Halloween and I want to get these done asap.)
(Please claim your prize until 29th of October, if not I'll have to pick new winners.)


Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko Prizes: Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko
2018 Halloween YCHs by anineko
(I can draw Human, Kemonomimi and Antho)

The first winner can freely choose two of the Halloween YCHs.
The second winner can freely choose one of the Halloween YCHs.


Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko Rules: Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko
You must be a watcher! (new watchers are welcome as well)
You can get up to three raffle numbers (as explained below)
Using more than 1 account to enter this raffle is forbidden

Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko How to enter: Halloween set - pumpkin bullet 2 by anineko
First raffle number: You must be a watcher and comment below that you'd like to enter
Second raffle number: Tag a few friends in your comment! (doesn't matter how many friends you tag)
Third raffle number: Make a journal or poll about this giveaway and mention it in your comment!

Halloween set - bat bullet 4 by anineko The raffle ends on 25th of October. Good luck! Pixel Clover by Korajora Halloween set - bat bullet 4 by anineko

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Love yourself in 2019! you matter you're important by anineko, journal

My hospitalised Christmas Eve(commissions on hold) by anineko, journal

Winter holidays / Christmas YCHs by anineko, journal

if I disappeared, no one would even notice... by anineko, journal

Halloween Raffle 2018 [closed] by anineko, journal